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  • Ottawa is Anything but Boring

    Ottawa is Anything but Boring

    So Ottawa won an award for being the most boring city.

    Sure, the award was satirical. But the thought it expressed is hardly unique – I keep hearing from people how my town is just plain dull.

    This is entirely contrary to the city I know. The city I know is a magical place that always has something going on. Right now, we have Chinatown Remixed, which sees dozens artists from all over invade Chinatown’s various eateries and shops to perform and showcase. Interested in trying new beers and seeing what the microbreweries here are up to? The Gatineau Beer Festival Festibière is on all weekend.

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    How about an outdoors fire spinning class? That’s on tonight over at Strathcona Park. Tomorrow of course is the Great Glebe Garage Sale. You’ll have an entire community come alive and put anything you can imagine up for grabs. It’s also race day for the Ottawa Race Weekend – go cheer them on! Have some spare time after? How about participating in a protest against Monstanto – that’s on Parliament Hill at 2PM. End your night with some karaoke over at the Shanghai, where you have the fabulous China Doll (below) join in. Or if you’re kinky, you can end the night with a bondage bananza instead. Or any numerous number of other kink events that go on here all the time. I can think of three others for this weekend alone.

    China Doll

    Want to relax Sunday? Well how about a trip to Brewer’s Park where you can have a huge breakfast at the weekly Farmer’s Market. Everything is made fresh, and it’s all local. Or how about going to the Byward market? You’ll find it packed with people and vendors.

    Farmer's Market Breakfast

    Then how about popping over to the Minto Park, where the Ravenswing Fair will be happening. Local artists, writers, yoga, workshops, will all be there. It’s also where the Clothesline Project will be taking place to speak out against violence against women.

    Clothesline Project

    Want to check out more local artists Sunday afternoon? See what’s on at the Cube Gallery, SAW Gallery, Falldown Gallery, or what the Atomic Rooster has up on its walls. Then how about a maple bacon gourmet doughnut at Suzy Q, or a burger at Hintonburger?

    This isn’t even the half of what’s going on. It’s always like this, it’s always all around us. This city is alive and breathing – you just have to pay attention.

    I get where the detractors are coming from – this is also a sprawling city, it’s also a wealthy city. You have lots of folks living in the quiet suburbs. The action is downtown. They only commute downtown for work, then retreat to their big screen television at home in the evening.

    This city does have amenities to cater to that crowd – museums, movie theatres, malls – but it won’t compete with the likes of Montreal. If that’s what you confine your life to, then of course this city will appear boring.

    But if you’re willing to leave that comfort zone, then this city offers one hell of a ride.

  • University of Ottawa & Publisher Tie-ins

    University of Ottawa & Publisher Tie-ins

    This last year I challenged what I deemed to be unethical behaviour by the University of Ottawa. I didn’t write about it until now for my own protection.

    On a most superficial level, the issue was that tuition did not cover the cost of grading assignments. Students were instead required to pay a third party, chosen at the discretion of the professor, an exorbitant fee. If you didn’t pay this third party, you got a mark of zero.

    That in itself was objectionable. Tuition should at the very least cover the cost of grading school work. Now there was a way to wave this fee, which was to spend over $200 on a new textbook. A used one wouldn’t do. Because you see, the third-party was the book publisher, and this was all part of a tactic to kill the used book market. You could either buy a used book for $140, and then spend $60 to have your assignments marked – or you could just buy a new textbook.

    Of course it doesn’t cost $60 per student per semester to run a web-based automated marking system. The actual fee would be less than a single dollar. Some professors at the University of Ottawa had taken a stand against this kind of unethical relationship. They still employed automated grading systems, but their use was covered by tuition. Furthermore, those grading systems were not run by the book publishers.

    So without further ado, here is the communication between myself and the University of Ottawa. Names have been removed. Below is the initial email I sent.

    Hello Mr. [Dean of Science Faculty],
    You appear to be the most appropriate contact for this, but please let me know if I should consult someone else.

    As it stands now, tuition in my physics class does not cover the cost of grading assignments. That’s an extra fee that’s collected outside the University. This fee is collected by a company that runs the automated marking site to which these assignments are submitted (MasteringPhysics.) If I do not pay this fee, I get a mark of zero on all assignments, even if I paid tuition/incidental fees owed to Ottawa U.

    It seems to me that the grading of assignments should be covered by tuition. I don’t mind paying more for tuition if it means my assignments will be graded. Is it possible that it could be made policy that tuition also cover the grading of assignments/midterms/exams?

    Thank you,

    Julien

    That elicited the following reply.

    Dear Mr. McArdle:

    Thank you for your letter and for bringing this issue to my attention.  I will look into this matter and get back to you ASAP.

    Regards,

    Followed by another reply.

    Dear Mr. McArdle,

    I was forwarded your e-mail regarding your concerns over the purchase of MasteringPhysics. Actually, a professor cannot require you to purchase a software license or an access fee to a website. We can require you to purchase things such as lab coats and safety glasses to do labs and, for all intents and purposes, the nature of our exams require you to purchase a calculator so as to be able to complete them within a given time. We cannot penalize a student with a mark of zero for not buying a license or paying a website access fee. Your points are therefore extremely well taken. I agree with you.

    However, a professor is within his rights to incorporate such a piece of software or a website within a course if it is academically warranted. MasteringPhysics does indeed grade your assignments, but it also offers tutorials on physics topics, interactive simulations that try to relate physics to everyday phenomena, virtual experiments, and math reviews. We use MasteringChemistry in our general chemistry course (on the English side…the French equivalent does not exist) and it really does help the students who use it more than just as a tool for submitting and grading assignments. The same applies to interactive in-class response systems (“clickers”).

    So we have informed Professor [Redacted] that he cannot impose the purchase of MasteringPhysics. However, he can offer it as a choice. Therefore, the marking scheme will be adjusted so that the students have a choice:

    1) They use MasteringPhysics as within the existing formula to generate a final mark

    2) They do not use MasteringPhysics and the weight of the assignments is displaced to the final exam

    Regardless of the choice made by a student, a final mark of 100% for the course is possible and the weighting scheme used to generate the final mark is a result of a choice made by a student.

    This is actually a difficult issue that many universities are facing and with which they are now struggling, and I really do thank you for bringing this point to our attention. Academically speaking, I strongly urge you to use MasterPhysics as I would any chemistry student to use MasteringChemistry. Your name has been kept confidential, so you really are free to now make the choice that you feel is best for you.

    Take care,

    Professor/Professeur [Redacted]
    Vice-Dean (Undergraduate Studies), Faculty of Science / Vice-doyen (Études de premier cycle), Faculté des sciences
    Professor, Department of Chemistry / Professeur, Département de chimie
    University of Ottawa / Université d’Ottawa

    My response.

    Dear Mr. [Vice-Dean],

    I appreciate your in-depth response and having looked into this matter.

    I agree with your assertion that a professor is entirely within their rights to call upon external resources not covered by tuition that may assist the student in learning. I view online resources to be akin to the role of textbooks in that regard.

    My objection, which I believe you correctly characterized, was with students receiving a grade of zero on their assignments had they not paid this third party a fee. I was uncomfortable with the implication that tuition didn’t cover the cost of grading work, though perhaps that’s just a new reality. I greatly welcome, and am entirely satisfied with, having the option between the two weighing schemes.

    Thank you for the confidentiality that was afforded to me,

    Julien McArdle

    As you can see, it wasn’t a full victory. If you didn’t pay the book publisher, you weren’t allowed to hand in assignments. But at least you weren’t given a mark of zero.

    I’m disappointed that the University of Ottawa chooses to cooperate with book publishers to coerce students to undermine their own financial interests. It’s not just being able to buy used textbooks – it means that options like taking textbooks out from the libraries are no longer possible. It all punishes those who can afford it least. Of course there are benefits to automated grading systems, and I wholeheartedly support their use. What I object to is the abuse of that role to undermine students in something that ought to be entirely unrelated.

    The appropriate response moving forward, in my mind, is to enact a policy in which book publishers and the company that runs the grading system cannot be one and the same. If you want an automated system, you’ll have to get it from someone that doesn’t have it in their financial interest to exploit that relationship.

  • Fluffy White Bread, Maple Doughnuts and Vegan Cheesecake

    Fluffy White Bread, Maple Doughnuts and Vegan Cheesecake

    Fluffy White Bread

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    I was tasked with making my loafs of bread more like Wonderbread. In other words: sweeter and more fluffy. After some experimenting, I found success with one recipe. I then tried again with a veganized version, and it worked just as well. So I present to you both editions.

    Regular Version:

    • 3 Cup Flour
    • 1 Cup Milk
    • 1/4 Cup Sugar
    • 1.5 Eggs
    • 2.5 Tbsp Butter
    • 2.5 Tsp Yeast
    • 3/4 Tsp Salt

    Vegan Version:

    • 3 Cups Flour
    • 1 Cup Almond/Soy/Rice Milk
    • 1/4 Cup Sugar
    • 1/3 Cup Unsweetened Apple Sauce
    • 2.5 Tbsp Vegan Butter (Earth Balance)
    • 2.5 Tsp Yeast
    • 3/4 Tsp Salt

    Note: My machine’s bread cycle lasts 3 hours. That’s too long for this recipe. I usually turn the machine off at 2h30 hours if not before. If I want to brown the bread a bit more, I’ll leave the loaf in for a few more minutes after the machine is turned off, then take it out.

    Vegan Gluten-Free Maple Doughnuts

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    I also discovered a good recipe for doughnuts, which I made gluten-free. The doughnuts were more frail than those with the gluten to bind them together, but careful handling and a bit longer cooking time made them just as great.

    Doughnuts:

    • 1 1/4 Cup Flour
    • 1/4 Cup Sugar
    • 1/2 Tsp Salt
    • 1/2 Tsp Baking Powder
    • 1/4 Tsp Baking Soda
    • 1/4 Tsp Nutmeg
    • 2/3 Cup Vegan Milk
    • 1 Tbsp Vinegar
    • 1/4 Cup Apple Sauce
    • 1/2 Tsp Vanilla Extract

    Glaze:

    • 3/4 Cup Icing Sugar
    • 2 Tbsp Maple Syrup
    • 2 Tsp Maple Extract

    Going Gluten-Free:

    Substitute the flour for all-purpose gluten-free flour, like that made by Red Mill. Also add 1 Tsp of Xanthan Gum.

    Instructions:

    1. Set the oven to 350°C.
    2. Mix the milk and vinegar together in a bowl. Set aside.
    3. Mix all the dry ingredients for the doughnut.
    4. In the bowl with the liquids, mix in the apple sauce and vanilla extract.
    5. Combine the liquids and solids together. Do not over-mix.
    6. Pour into a doughnut pan and bake for 10-12 minutes. If you go gluten-free leave for a bit longer.
    7. Pull out the doughnuts and let cool. While they cool, mix the ingredients for the glaze together.
    8. You can glaze the cooled doughnuts by dipping them in the bowl with the prepared glaze.

    Vegan Gluten-Free Cheesecake

    IMG_20130511_155311This was my second attempt at a vegan cheesecake, and with an entirely different recipe. I wanted something that was easy to put together, and so was weary of going for something that involved crunching cashews or whatnot. I ended up finding it. I used a separate recipe for the crust.

    The end result was good, albeit a touch runny. I think it’s because I put 4 tablespoons of lemon instead of 4 teaspoons. Also, the crust was very tough – perhaps another recipe or using this one differently would have been better. But overall it was a success.

    Crust:

    • 1 Cup Gluten-Free All-Purpose Flour
    • 1/3 Cup Icing Sugar
    • 1/2 Cup Vegan Butter (Earth Balance)
    • Pinch Salt

    Filling:

    • 2 Packages Cream Cheese (Tofutti)
    • 2/3 Cup Sugar
    • 1/4 Cup Water
    • 1 Tbsp Extra-Firm Tofu
    • 4 Tsp Lemon Juice
    • 1/2 Tsp Salt

    Instructions:

    1. Butter the bottom of a pie-sized pan.
    2. Mix the ingredients for the crust together until it becomes dough.
    3. Place the dough on the bottom of the pan to form the crust. Use your fingers to ensure even distribution.
    4. Poke holes in the crust with a fork.
    5. Place the crust in the freezer for 15 minutes.
    6. Set the oven to 425°C.
    7. Bake for 13-15 minutes until golden brown and allow to cool.
    8. Lower the oven temperature to 350°C.
    9. Blend the cream cheese together until it softens.
    10. Add the sugar, salt, tofu, water and lemon juice.
    11. Blend until uniform. Add the contents to the pan containing the cooled crust.
    12. Bake for 45 minutes or until the top is golden brown.
    13. Let it cool and then refrigerate it.

     

  • Finished Classes for my First Year (NSFW)

    Finished Classes for my First Year (NSFW)

    I made it.

    It was pretty tumultuous. I ended up dropping my two math classes this semester, and I’ll try to do at least one of them over the summer. I don’t know what will happen to me next year, whether I’ll continue or not. But dropping everything to go back this year is something I’ll never regret.

    There was lots of work, good profs, bad profs, a Sigur Ros concert, good times with the boyfriend, lots of baking, a new person in my life and deeper relationships with others, much self-discovery, and button-making sessions where I got to be creative:

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    I still have a physics assignment, two finals, and a week-long trip to North Carolina followed by a final project for my field studies class. I’ll keep my work schedule as-is so that I can concentrate on studying, which I very much need to do.

    For baking projects, I made peanut butter Oreo cupcakes. As it turns out, I really didn’t care for the icing. I wouldn’t make that one again, though the cupcake itself was fine. I also made blueberry muffins with a kind of pie crumb topping. Those were delicious, and I shall henceforth add said topping to every muffin recipe I ever make.

  • Coming Out (Time #2)

    Coming Out (Time #2)

    I suppose I was a bit enigmatic with my previous post on Policing Bodies. Part of it was anger at a whole bunch of shit I had seen happen to others. Part of it was me expressing anger at what I felt was my inability to come out, but in doing so pretty much came out without being specific as to what.

    So to be clear: I’m polyamorous. It’s an umbrella term for a form of consensual non-monogamy, in which a person can have multiple partners. There are as many forms of this as there are relationships, all being a little different. Some dynamics might involve having multiple romantic partners, some might involve one romantic partner and multiple sexual partners, some might involve one relationship having a greater time commitment compared to others, some might involve a more equal spread. There is no one formula.

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    I think the thing I appreciate most about being poly is that I get to have relationships in a way that feels right to me. I don’t have to follow a script – if it feels right to meet once a week, cuddle, and watch movies – I can. If it feels right to not have any sexual context, that’s fine too. Without a model to funnel me into, monogamy aside, the outside loses the ability to pressure certain expectations of what I should do.

    I’ve been in a polyamorous relationship for a year and a half, but didn’t come out previously to non queer friends, even my most trusted ones. I was mostly monogamish anyways, I told myself. Plus I kept having bad experience after bad experience coming out elsewhere, and I thought it was better to not say anything.

    Then I met this guy, purely by serendipity. And we started to date. And it’s been going great. And just like entering a serious gay relationship brought coming out to the forefront, so too did this. But I felt like I couldn’t, so I wrote that post.

    Thank you for your words of support. They inadvertently started the ball rolling. On Tuesday I gave you the details JT. Then something unexpected happened that removed all hesitation. So after a quick check-in at home, I outed myself on Facebook.

    I was told during one of those coming outs that this information had no place in the public sphere, that it belonged to the bedroom. I disagree very strongly with this, because these people are important relationships in my life, as important as a monogamous couple would attribute each partner.

    I think it’s fucked up to erase the existence of a person. I understand why people stay in the closet, and I don’t fault them for it. I’m upset at the environment that made it so.

    I can hear the “but they’re just not the same as a monogamous partner!” Really? They’re just as important to me. The funny thing is, and as you noted Tina when I ran into you today, this isn’t actually all that uncommon with queer couples.

    Pretty much all my queer friends are poly. It’s a living, breathing network of people. It doesn’t work for everyone, and that’s cool too. It’s just another way through which to experience this world, and if it suits, great, if it doesn’t, great.

    As a final bit, to come out completely:

    Though I did come out as gay first, I actually identify as pansexual. This means that gender isn’t a factor in who I’m attracted to. It just so happens that I’ve always been with men (the mystery date is also a guy.) I don’t mind when I’m considered gay.

    I’m currently spending lots of my time questioning how I see myself, in particular in relation to my body. I identify as male, that lines up with my sex, I use male pronouns, and have a mostly masculine gender expression. I don’t expect that to change. Nevertheless, there are parts of me that really don’t jive with that. So I’m exploring.

    Holy shit that felt good.